It might be a little weird that my update, after so long, starts with this:

Went to a wake tonight.

Went to La Paz Mem with some officemates. Also met up with Ry (who was M.I.A. for soooo long, what’s up with that, bespren?!) in Santana Grove.

Pamy’s Tita Trecie passed away last Monday due to an accident. It’s supposed to be her 44th birthday today. She left behind 3 adorable kiddos who would much rather stay with Pam than move in with their dad. Tita Trecie who offered to introduce us to pilots and tour us around Singapore when we went there. Tita Trecie who had a youthful air about her. Tita Trecie who passed away while trying to save another life.

IDK, it’s been quite some time since the last wake I’ve been to. And I am very thankful for this. As much as I despise the petty, nonsensical, draining, and destructive squabbles my family and I have(on a regular basis), I know I’ll be destroyed once the unthinkable happens to them. KNOCK. ON. WOOD.

I guess it just reminded me that life is fleeting and we must spend each and everyday trying to make other people’s lives better. Because that way, we improve our own lives as well. What’s that they say? Something like.. you can’t spray perfume on others without getting some on yourself.

So there. I am vowing to make the most of my life. One day at a time. For now, off to bed go I. And may Tita Trecie rest in peace and her family get the strength they need.

So given what went on earlier today, kailangan ko ng kausap. E pagod at antok na ang natatanging mapapagsabihan ko — kuya Ewak — bilang kakababa lang galing bundok. Pero kahit ganun, nakuha paring mag-send nito(Hanep nga!):

Ang Pag-ibig ang lilikha, pag-ibig ang sisira. Pag-ibig ang papasya„ pag-ibig ang tatantsya. Pag-ibig ang kakanta, pag-ibig ang iindak. Pag-ibig ang magbibigay, Pag-ibig ang aantay. Pag-ibig ang tatanong, IKAW ang dudunong.

Goodnight, little sister.

I love you, Wak! Thank you!:) Pero pa-explain bukas ha pag di ka na bangag. Marami pang dapat pag-usapan!:)

“You made me want to go on adventures again. And I can’t stop myself from thinking that I want to have those adventures with you.”

Confirmed.

You know you made the wrong decision when you have to keep justifying it every freakin’ day.

You know how sometimes (or most times) something happens which makes you feel sad for yourself but happy for others and you won’t have it any other way because hey, if it brings them happiness and fulfillment who are you to stop them? I love them too much to hold them back.

Stef submitted her resignation letter. My closest friends are leaving one by one.

But you and I know both know that the first run-on sentence’s about something/someone else.

Random

Apollo

Teacup

Towers

Fiamma

Gweilos

Sleepyheads

Saguijo

Manabu

Off to the mountains go I.

Again.

See you in two days!

Lots of love,

Roz

Leap Day 2012

• Hi, I missed waking up to you. It was a very pleasant surprise.:)
• Tagaytay with workmates didn’t push through. We had dinner and Wingman and drinks at Saguijo instead.
• Hacked Wak’s BB, fought with Ger. Apparently, Wak’s a sensitive subject.
• Met Frank Magalona through Ger. Nice guy! He jammed with Ernville(and Chillitees ba?). Saab was there too, filming her talented brother.
• Borj and Wak: forever the protective kuyas. Thank you and I love you too!:)
• Went all rouge citizens and waited for sunrise at Starbucks The Fort with Jay-Ar and Ger. 3-hour bonding, hollaaa!
• Ger brought me home again. That guy is a masochist, I’m telling you.:/
• I love my workmates. There’s no denying I’m already attached to them and I’m sure it’ll make the next 30 29 days hard. I know a lot will be leaving before I do and they’re already starting.. with my two best guy friends pa talaga. Beeeevs.:( But I’m also happy Wak & Ger are finally gonna be free. They deserve it.
• In conclusion, Leap Day 2012 was a very memorable one.:) Roll call: Karlene, Althea, Krystel, Borgy, Mae, Jay-Ar, Ewak, Roz, Gerard. Thank youuu!:)

[probably missed something, will just edit.:))]

Wak and Ger submitted resignation letters.

Fuck my life.

T_________T